Sanctuary Didn't Help

At least once a year I go to my sanctuary, The House On The Rock. I usually feel a great bit of contentment for at least a few months after going there. I also usually try to go there either on my birthday or around there. I decided to go in May when the whole tour was open, not just the shortened Spring tour. I was so excited to go this time because the Demon was going to be with me. She hadn't been there since she was a year and a half old, so it was like she'd never been there. Needless to say, the side effects of the ADHD meds, Vyvanse, made it so very non-sanctuarial for me. I feel like I was't even there and missed everything that I wanted to feel. It's not her fault. Vyvanse sucks !